Bad Mood

Today very unhappy,
and keep think negative things........
even, almost wanna say break again.....
my emotion really not stable,
really cannot control my -ve mind
I've been tried,
however, it was useless........
look like a lot of trouble surrounding on me,
I feel tired.........
really donno wat can I do???
suicide?addicted into game?
my mind let devil occupied..............
it could not allow any +ve mind enter into my mind...........
btw, I hope my grandmom can recover as soon as possible
when I seeing my grandmom feel suffer,
my mind feel painful too................